drama drama drama , GET A LIFE
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Today actually started off pretty good. It was teachers day in school and yeah, it was fun and well, the usual stuff la :) THEN.. everything bad started coming in.
I honestly hate all the drama in school. It's really.. well.. DUMB. They turn every little small thing into such a big deal and then get outsiders involved and make it even more silly. Can't they just let it go? It's no big deal, really. Well, I don't even know why or how i got involved but I actually feel ASHAMED of being apart of it and now having to cover here and there and everywhere for everyone else just so that this person and that person doesn't get into shit. Ugh. Irritating. Must they fight physically for everything? Can't they do something more productive with their time? Like maybe read a book? Assuming of course that they CAN read. Or if not, watch a movie? Ish ish.
Anyways, teachers day was really good and a little funny. We took a few pictures but I'll upload em later or something :)
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For those who know who I am, HI PEOPLE :) And for those who DON'T, Hi stranger :) My name is watermelon and I love to blueberry. My age is cherry and my school is banana. I love to apple and I hate to pear. I'm going to be an orange when I grow up and marry mango. Oh yeah, I am from this amazing country called durian in the state of rambutan. I would like to keep everything else personal. Thanks. ENOJOY :)
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well, i am 15 years old, aren't i?
ONE I love screaming when I'm bored.
TWO I talk for a living. Even when no one listens, I talk anyway.
THREE I'm still amused at how everything I bought in Australia was made in China.
FOUR I smile an awful lot.
FIVE I scratch my eyebrows when I'm feeling stressed out.
SIX I sometimes forget how to drink then I choke.
SEVEN I pull my hair loads. I'm balding on two sections on my head. :O
EIGHT I wish I was purple.
NINE Fishes are my favourite pet.
TEN I am a jealous brat.
ELEVEN I eat cheese a lot.
TWELVE I'm secretly fat. But I get away in hiding everything. NYAHA :D
THIRTEEN I was born with an afro.
FOURTEEN I've always wanted to slam a rat on a wall.
FIFTEEN I get jealous of other cultures celebrations before christmas
I WISH
that..
People would think before talking AND THE Coutnry would change for the better AND THE Nation would recycle AND THE World would cooperate AND THE Universe to be a better place.
T A G B O A R D
SPEAK YOUR MIND
that's not my name
8:03 PM - Friday, May 29, 2009
kerja kursus sejarah 09'
7:47 PM - Wednesday, May 27, 2009
tell your girlfriend , if she says she's got beef, that i'm a vegetarian, and I ain't fucking scared of her ;)
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Today was pretty random. At first , Cassie, Roshinni, Asilla, Alina and I planned to go to Victoria school then to the museum for our kerja kursus but eventually,we decided that Cassie should just go with Alina and I with Asilla and Roshinni to save money :D
So yeah, after school we walked to McD then we went makan makan somewhere near bangsar and then went back to McD for the aircond :p Then we bumped into Meno and Raj and brainwashed them to follow us to the museum. Haha. AND THEY DID FOLLOW. In fact, they were exploring the museum more than we were. Lol. How unexpected. Anyways, we took pictures and blablablaalblabablaba and then went back to McD and now I'm home :D OH MY GA. I've got my folio to pass up by Friday and I'm not even close to done :'( help!
On a lighter note, exams are over :D Everyone sorta went wild after school. pft, It's just diagnostics.
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Today was pretty random. At first , Cassie, Roshinni, Asilla, Alina and I planned to go to Victoria school then to the museum for our kerja kursus but eventually,we decided that Cassie should just go with Alina and I with Asilla and Roshinni to save money :D
So yeah, after school we walked to McD then we went makan makan somewhere near bangsar and then went back to McD for the aircond :p Then we bumped into Meno and Raj and brainwashed them to follow us to the museum. Haha. AND THEY DID FOLLOW. In fact, they were exploring the museum more than we were. Lol. How unexpected. Anyways, we took pictures and blablablaalblabablaba and then went back to McD and now I'm home :D OH MY GA. I've got my folio to pass up by Friday and I'm not even close to done :'( help!
On a lighter note, exams are over :D Everyone sorta went wild after school. pft, It's just diagnostics.
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does the world annoy you?
2:29 PM - Saturday, May 23, 2009
ew, ugly betty much?
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I just got glasses. I swear, I look like ugly betty. Only uglier. Can you imagine? I couldn't till it happened.
I took english for granted and now i'm gonna fail :D Go go geraldine! so smart.
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I just got glasses. I swear, I look like ugly betty. Only uglier. Can you imagine? I couldn't till it happened.
I took english for granted and now i'm gonna fail :D Go go geraldine! so smart.
wow
7:59 PM - Friday, May 22, 2009
I typed out a 16 page message. Just waiting for the write time to send it. I love rock and roll ;)
I got flu. I'm scared. I wanna live :( haha. dramatic much.
Anyways, i did the most stupidest thing in school today. Well, I woke up at like 4 in the morning to study history. And a lot of what I studied DID actually come out. BUT BUT BUT after doing 25 questions, I fell asleep!! and OMG! no one woke me up! >=[ GRR!! When I woke up, it was like 12.26 and exam finished at 12.30 and I had until question 60 to do! So i banged everything. Such a waste of my time and effort. Once again, life is great. JUST GREAT
I got flu. I'm scared. I wanna live :( haha. dramatic much.
Anyways, i did the most stupidest thing in school today. Well, I woke up at like 4 in the morning to study history. And a lot of what I studied DID actually come out. BUT BUT BUT after doing 25 questions, I fell asleep!! and OMG! no one woke me up! >=[ GRR!! When I woke up, it was like 12.26 and exam finished at 12.30 and I had until question 60 to do! So i banged everything. Such a waste of my time and effort. Once again, life is great. JUST GREAT
suga suga
4:12 PM - Wednesday, May 20, 2009
there's been better days, better times and better people to go along with it.
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It's been 4 days now. I feel the same. Saturday will be the day. I'm nervous.
So anyways, diagnostics has started. I had my first paper today, BM. freak.shit.oh.damn. It was pretty tough. heh. I'm so not looking forward to the up coming ones.
wish me luck ;)
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It's been 4 days now. I feel the same. Saturday will be the day. I'm nervous.
So anyways, diagnostics has started. I had my first paper today, BM. freak.shit.oh.damn. It was pretty tough. heh. I'm so not looking forward to the up coming ones.
wish me luck ;)
like a clown
7:41 PM - Monday, May 18, 2009
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad.
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I've got 5 days to really think about it.
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I've got 5 days to really think about it.
set this place on fire
5:42 PM - Sunday, May 17, 2009
Nobody knows it but me.
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I regret.
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I regret.
mutualism or parasitism?
12:52 PM
someone told me everything was gonna be ok? but WHEN EXACTLY is that gonna happen?
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment. I'm so scared
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well, the man of the house left us for London about an hour ago. Bye bye father, have fun.
Hmm, the weekend started off pretty shit. And I doubt that this whole week would be any better seeing how it's freaking diagnostics exams till NEXT Wednesday. Sigh. I don't get it la, exams are starting this Wednesday, and it ends NEXT Wednesday. Why couldn't they just make it from Monday till Friday? Why'd they have to waste two days? UGH. Stuff like this really annoys me.
Yeah, and well, I've been having this whole soar throat flu-ish feeling since Friday and it's not exactly the best feeling in the world. And to add to all that, the heat is killing me. I'm constantly sweating in school and I bath twice as long and twice as much with COLD water that's not even that cold cause for some stupid reason, the cold water is warm? Is the sun dying? Is the world ending? WHAT IS THIS?
who am i? why am i here? what is my place in life? what's my task? what am i supposed to be fullfilling? am i doing what i'm supposed to be doing? and if i am, am i doing it right?
i just wanna go or be somewhere or someone else. I'm so tired. so so tired.
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment. I'm so scared
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well, the man of the house left us for London about an hour ago. Bye bye father, have fun.
Hmm, the weekend started off pretty shit. And I doubt that this whole week would be any better seeing how it's freaking diagnostics exams till NEXT Wednesday. Sigh. I don't get it la, exams are starting this Wednesday, and it ends NEXT Wednesday. Why couldn't they just make it from Monday till Friday? Why'd they have to waste two days? UGH. Stuff like this really annoys me.
Yeah, and well, I've been having this whole soar throat flu-ish feeling since Friday and it's not exactly the best feeling in the world. And to add to all that, the heat is killing me. I'm constantly sweating in school and I bath twice as long and twice as much with COLD water that's not even that cold cause for some stupid reason, the cold water is warm? Is the sun dying? Is the world ending? WHAT IS THIS?
who am i? why am i here? what is my place in life? what's my task? what am i supposed to be fullfilling? am i doing what i'm supposed to be doing? and if i am, am i doing it right?
i just wanna go or be somewhere or someone else. I'm so tired. so so tired.
caught in the middle.
12:39 PM
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle, life is a maze and love is a riddle.I don't know where to go, I can't do it alone, I've tried and I don't know why.
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I want it back. I need it back. I would love to have it back. It would be great if it came back.
No.
I don't want it back. I don't need it back. I would love to have it back but I refuse to make another mistake. It would be great if it came back, but It could be BETTER if it didn't.
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I want it back. I need it back. I would love to have it back. It would be great if it came back.
No.
I don't want it back. I don't need it back. I would love to have it back but I refuse to make another mistake. It would be great if it came back, but It could be BETTER if it didn't.
hello sunshine
12:34 PM - Saturday, May 16, 2009
shut up , you're fine.
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done :)
everything IS WILL and MUST be fine. I refuse to let it NOT be.
so anyways, weathers great? life's good? friends are not shits? WHAT MORE COULD I ASK FOR.
happy Saturday , everyone .
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done :)
everything IS WILL and MUST be fine. I refuse to let it NOT be.
so anyways, weathers great? life's good? friends are not shits? WHAT MORE COULD I ASK FOR.
happy Saturday , everyone .
11:16 AM
don't worry, you're doing the right thing.
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May 16th 2009 ; The end of a 6 month'er. I'm starting fresh. With a smile and glow to go along with it :)
Yeah, so lately, I've been having this weird dreams about this guy in my school. I don't know him but he appeared in my dreams like 3 times already? Haha. I think his name is Amir. Never spoke to him before. Pretty random actually. Last night, I dreamt that I accidentally swallowed him. OMG. Then, I had to go pantai hospital cause he sorta got stuck in my throat and I couldn't breathe. LMAO. Well, I was relieved when I woke up.
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May 16th 2009 ; The end of a 6 month'er. I'm starting fresh. With a smile and glow to go along with it :)
Yeah, so lately, I've been having this weird dreams about this guy in my school. I don't know him but he appeared in my dreams like 3 times already? Haha. I think his name is Amir. Never spoke to him before. Pretty random actually. Last night, I dreamt that I accidentally swallowed him. OMG. Then, I had to go pantai hospital cause he sorta got stuck in my throat and I couldn't breathe. LMAO. Well, I was relieved when I woke up.
ha-ha-ha -.-
8:18 PM - Thursday, May 14, 2009
Geraldine, you are so stupid. SO SO STUPID.
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I had an interesting day. VERY EXTREMELY CONFUSING YET INTERESTING DAY. After school, I walked to the LRT station to go to tuition and almost died on the way cause of the freaking heat wave! And then.. I got on the train and the rest was a scary history. Thank you and goodbye.
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I had an interesting day. VERY EXTREMELY CONFUSING YET INTERESTING DAY. After school, I walked to the LRT station to go to tuition and almost died on the way cause of the freaking heat wave! And then.. I got on the train and the rest was a scary history. Thank you and goodbye.
so i creep.. YEAHHHHH..
7:43 PM - Wednesday, May 13, 2009
It's too much to let go , but it's definitely not worth holding on to.
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I'm pretty disappointed. I mean..well, loyalty sucks. haha.
ANYWAYS, screw loyalty. Today, En. Khairi came to our class and randomly scolded us for being noisy. I mean, I don't blame him for that. The class WAS actually noisy and there WAS exams going on. So yeah, we deserved it. But what annoyed me was that AFTER he finished scolding us, he said *FAHAM MANGKUK?*. How can he say that. Were his freaking students. All the time, the teachers tell us that were a FAMILY in school and that the students are like the teachers CHILDREN. And as far as I'm concerened, my own parents don't call me mangkuk and he does? VERY NICE. haih.
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I'm pretty disappointed. I mean..well, loyalty sucks. haha.
ANYWAYS, screw loyalty. Today, En. Khairi came to our class and randomly scolded us for being noisy. I mean, I don't blame him for that. The class WAS actually noisy and there WAS exams going on. So yeah, we deserved it. But what annoyed me was that AFTER he finished scolding us, he said *FAHAM MANGKUK?*. How can he say that. Were his freaking students. All the time, the teachers tell us that were a FAMILY in school and that the students are like the teachers CHILDREN. And as far as I'm concerened, my own parents don't call me mangkuk and he does? VERY NICE. haih.
cassie & geldo
9:16 PM - Monday, May 11, 2009
Mary Boyd says:
so how are you? how's the kids?
Mary Boyd says:
heh
jeleyh says:
kids are good.
jeleyh says:
rebelious but good
jeleyh says:
lol
jeleyh says:
yours?
Mary Boyd says:
i dont know what goes on with their lives anymore, it's like they're struggling with adolescense and they just have no time to sit down and talk, or maybe have tea, and just.. acknowledge me
Mary Boyd says:
my husband on the other hand, is being a fucking jackass, he just got fired for sleeping with the clerk, it's bad enough he cheated on me, he doesnt even want to contribute to the family
Mary Boyd says:
i feel like superwoman
jeleyh says:
there there.. it's alright.
jeleyh says:
today..
jeleyh says:
my husband slipped on a banna peel and died. tragedy.
jeleyh says:
i guess. the woman has to do everything around here eh..
Mary Boyd says:
oh my god! i'm sorry to hear, it's ok, tomorrow we'll go have beer
jeleyh says:
i'm not even sure HOW i'm gonna keep up with the kids!
Mary Boyd says:
yeah! all the men ever do is bang balls
jeleyh says:
their getting so naughty.. they don't even wanna pray with me nowadays =(
Mary Boyd says:
oh dear lord.
so how are you? how's the kids?
Mary Boyd says:
heh
jeleyh says:
kids are good.
jeleyh says:
rebelious but good
jeleyh says:
lol
jeleyh says:
yours?
Mary Boyd says:
i dont know what goes on with their lives anymore, it's like they're struggling with adolescense and they just have no time to sit down and talk, or maybe have tea, and just.. acknowledge me
Mary Boyd says:
my husband on the other hand, is being a fucking jackass, he just got fired for sleeping with the clerk, it's bad enough he cheated on me, he doesnt even want to contribute to the family
Mary Boyd says:
i feel like superwoman
jeleyh says:
there there.. it's alright.
jeleyh says:
today..
jeleyh says:
my husband slipped on a banna peel and died. tragedy.
jeleyh says:
i guess. the woman has to do everything around here eh..
Mary Boyd says:
oh my god! i'm sorry to hear, it's ok, tomorrow we'll go have beer
jeleyh says:
i'm not even sure HOW i'm gonna keep up with the kids!
Mary Boyd says:
yeah! all the men ever do is bang balls
jeleyh says:
their getting so naughty.. they don't even wanna pray with me nowadays =(
Mary Boyd says:
oh dear lord.
douce
9:11 PM - Sunday, May 10, 2009
Dearest-est of all dears Cassie ;
You are so sweet like the sunquick mango juice in TMC (i'm not just sucking up kay!) :P hehe..
AND SO , I just wanted you to know that..
For all the times you let me randomly come to your house and the times when I attempted to ride a bike but lost control and when you refused to scream PEANUTS when I did something wrong, and when I had to FORCE you to follow me to get sardine bun cause I was scared that the canteen man would suffocate me and when you wont do the dares I force you to do and when you would make fun of my face and when you would point out my bald spots and when you stole some kids shoe so that I could borrow yours and when you were there for me and when you were looked exactly like me and when you slipped on banana skin on the way to langkawi and when you were so close to dating the transvestite and when you skipped class to check the toe out ;) and when pn.shubs-da-doobs got on your nerves and I didn't make you feel any better.. I WOULD JUST LIKE YOU TO KNOW THAT..
I know I suck, but i love you, you little milkshaker <3456 haha.
and I know, no matter what.. we're gonna have loads of goats when we grow up. And were gonna smoke pot and drink beer by the cartons down on our underground mansion. And you ARE gonna re-buy me that FISH that you dropped for my coming birthday. And were gonna get high on monkeys toe nails. And were gonna force that fish of mine to breathe without water :P
smokeweedeveryday, my bladida.
You are so sweet like the sunquick mango juice in TMC (i'm not just sucking up kay!) :P hehe..
AND SO , I just wanted you to know that..
For all the times you let me randomly come to your house and the times when I attempted to ride a bike but lost control and when you refused to scream PEANUTS when I did something wrong, and when I had to FORCE you to follow me to get sardine bun cause I was scared that the canteen man would suffocate me and when you wont do the dares I force you to do and when you would make fun of my face and when you would point out my bald spots and when you stole some kids shoe so that I could borrow yours and when you were there for me and when you were looked exactly like me and when you slipped on banana skin on the way to langkawi and when you were so close to dating the transvestite and when you skipped class to check the toe out ;) and when pn.shubs-da-doobs got on your nerves and I didn't make you feel any better.. I WOULD JUST LIKE YOU TO KNOW THAT..
I know I suck, but i love you, you little milkshaker <3456 haha.
and I know, no matter what.. we're gonna have loads of goats when we grow up. And were gonna smoke pot and drink beer by the cartons down on our underground mansion. And you ARE gonna re-buy me that FISH that you dropped for my coming birthday. And were gonna get high on monkeys toe nails. And were gonna force that fish of mine to breathe without water :P
smokeweedeveryday, my bladida.
happy mothers day
8:03 PM
The day that I understand why jesus sacrificed himself on the cross for us, is the day that I will understand my mothers love for me. (chehhh :p)
Happy mothers day ;
mum,
aunties,
godmother,
grandmother,
cassie's mum (haha)
..and all ther mothers out there ;)
Yeah so, Ayoi got back on Friday night. I think. In any event, that's what he told me anyway. And I was the LAST one to find out. Yes, LAST. Even MENO found out earlier! -.- Yeah, who am I to be the first to know anyway right. ergh. ON A HEAVIER NOTE, I don't get to see Ayoi :) Yeah. great ey .. just GREAT.
But all that doesn't matter cause my life as of now, is going pretty smooth, and NO ONE, I repeat, NO ONE , or anything is going to ruin that :) Right Cassie , right right? :D We gonna have heaps of freaking-alcoboysha-fun right right right right right ? ;D Because life is too short and the world is gonna end and rumours and bitching will still be going around even if your a saint. SO WHATS THE POINT of staying a saint ey! ;D I'm not saying that I was ever a saint though. But haha. WHATEVER.
School tomorrow,
homework : not done
thank you and goodbye :)
Happy mothers day ;
mum,
aunties,
godmother,
grandmother,
cassie's mum (haha)
..and all ther mothers out there ;)
Yeah so, Ayoi got back on Friday night. I think. In any event, that's what he told me anyway. And I was the LAST one to find out. Yes, LAST. Even MENO found out earlier! -.- Yeah, who am I to be the first to know anyway right. ergh. ON A HEAVIER NOTE, I don't get to see Ayoi :) Yeah. great ey .. just GREAT.
But all that doesn't matter cause my life as of now, is going pretty smooth, and NO ONE, I repeat, NO ONE , or anything is going to ruin that :) Right Cassie , right right? :D We gonna have heaps of freaking-alcoboysha-fun right right right right right ? ;D Because life is too short and the world is gonna end and rumours and bitching will still be going around even if your a saint. SO WHATS THE POINT of staying a saint ey! ;D I'm not saying that I was ever a saint though. But haha. WHATEVER.
School tomorrow,
homework : not done
thank you and goodbye :)
yellow mellow.
8:09 PM - Friday, May 8, 2009
mood : melancholy
reason : LIKE YOU GIVE A SHIT.
So I sorta got sick yesterday and I don't even know why. Must've been the coke on an empty stomach. ANYWAYS, i've got bigger things to worry about like how i'm dying of cancer. Yes. How I found out? Through the brains of my best friend/god partner/bra/grandma with yellow house, CASSIE :) Well, it all started of like this...
(during moral class)
me : cassie, look at this purple thing on my knuckle. It hurts.
cassie : *ignores
(later on, on the phone)
me : Remember I told you bout the purple thing on my knuckle? It's gotten purple-er and it hurts more!
cassie : you got cancer.
me : breast cancer?
cassie : yes, cause you've got a purple random pain on your knuckle. DUH.
OMG.
reason : LIKE YOU GIVE A SHIT.
So I sorta got sick yesterday and I don't even know why. Must've been the coke on an empty stomach. ANYWAYS, i've got bigger things to worry about like how i'm dying of cancer. Yes. How I found out? Through the brains of my best friend/god partner/bra/grandma with yellow house, CASSIE :) Well, it all started of like this...
(during moral class)
me : cassie, look at this purple thing on my knuckle. It hurts.
cassie : *ignores
(later on, on the phone)
me : Remember I told you bout the purple thing on my knuckle? It's gotten purple-er and it hurts more!
cassie : you got cancer.
me : breast cancer?
cassie : yes, cause you've got a purple random pain on your knuckle. DUH.
OMG.
for the better.
7:44 PM - Wednesday, May 6, 2009
My heads been hurting since yesterday. Make it stop.
Yesterday mid morning at around 3, I woke up sweating profusely even though the aircond was on and the fan at no.5. My throat was Egypt dry but I was too scared too go up alone to get a drink. So instead, I just shut up, lied down and fell back into deep deep sleep.
Anyways, the day was pretty shit as usual days :) But who cares bout the days now anyway! worlds gonna end!
Yeah so.. Cassie and I are now Gods. Yes, Gods. She is Jecassie (like jesus) and I am Virgin/Mother Geral (like mother/virgin mary) Our religion is Chritinese and yeah, as of now, we are officially official. lol. In other words, feel free to convert ;D haha.
SELAIN ITU, lol..I've discovered that I'm not a very nice person. And as you have read above, I'm a god now. Therefore, I should be nice. And plus, the thought of the bitchy me has been bugging me all day. I don't wanna be known as someone who isn't nice or kind or well, you get the idea. I don't want people to secretly despise me. I wanna potray a better me. So yeah. I shall change.
for the better.
Yesterday mid morning at around 3, I woke up sweating profusely even though the aircond was on and the fan at no.5. My throat was Egypt dry but I was too scared too go up alone to get a drink. So instead, I just shut up, lied down and fell back into deep deep sleep.
Anyways, the day was pretty shit as usual days :) But who cares bout the days now anyway! worlds gonna end!
Yeah so.. Cassie and I are now Gods. Yes, Gods. She is Jecassie (like jesus) and I am Virgin/Mother Geral (like mother/virgin mary) Our religion is Chritinese and yeah, as of now, we are officially official. lol. In other words, feel free to convert ;D haha.
SELAIN ITU, lol..I've discovered that I'm not a very nice person. And as you have read above, I'm a god now. Therefore, I should be nice. And plus, the thought of the bitchy me has been bugging me all day. I don't wanna be known as someone who isn't nice or kind or well, you get the idea. I don't want people to secretly despise me. I wanna potray a better me. So yeah. I shall change.
for the better.
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