Pretty isn't she ;)
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So I asked her what I should blog about and she happily told me that I should blog about her.
So typical Raeda. haha. So Raeda, also known and Rae, Raedot and occasionally she'd respond to just an *EH*. Very nice down to earth girl who lives like TOO CLOSE to my house, yet she's never been over ( close friends it seems :P). SHOOO anyways, I've known her since form1. She was in my class but I thought she was like bisu or something cause she never used to speak :P (kidding rae, ly!) She used to be this very quiet girl. Then in form2 we went to different classes. We started talking then and in September, we had our birthdays together since we shared the same friends anyway. It was rather fun ;) (remember the chicken rice shop rae?)
Anyways, that was back then (sooooo BACK THEN lah , it was just last year, lol). This year, we got put into the same class. She sat next to me at first. But we were'nt exactly that close so she decided to ditch my ALREADY LONELY SOUL and leave me LONELIER with the most boring person alive (anis) who doesn't care about anything but her tudung that she fixes every 1.5 seconds, JUST TO SIT WITH ALINA. Lol. I didn't really mind cause they were literally right in front of me and would often turn back to talk (with anis being JUST THERE). Then after months and months , we became nigga's. Yeah! We talk like we've known each other for about 40 years now! She's really fun and funny, but most of the time, full of shit, which is also funny and entertaining :P She also brings like the worlds most awesome food ever :D So in class, instead of reading or listening or doing work, we scout around and scan for people to make fun of. We LITERALLY HUNT for people to make fun of. And I think we have bought our tickets to hell by the amount of people we have made fun off through out the year. Hmm, let me re-call some of em. BAKEKANG, PASTA2,MAAAKAAANN,ANGLES,BoyssshhGirllsshh,ARRNISSSS! and the all time favourtire, SDEY! :D I can't imagine how the class would be without her ;)
Raeda oh Raeda, lol. Oh how she gets annoyed with the amount of songs that I know :P I will always remember her for sitting at the back with me during Chua's lesson and pretending to write on our sejarah books. Pretending to ask teacher to repeat what he said, when in actual fact, we weren't even writting it down. haha. She's got the most amusing sense of humour and I will always love her for that! Mwahx! :P
well, Rae's more than just that, but right now, i'm too lazy and i bet she's loosing her patience right now. So i love you rae! I know you love me too! :P tongues!
Yes yes, be jealous, I WENT , ngehe..
So, this was like 3 days ago, but I didn't get the chance to use the goddamn pc, so i'll blog now ;D
On Saturday, Giuli,Cassie,Lydia,Shannon,Nat,Ram,Zahier and I went to MTV world stage in Sunway Lagoon surf beach! We were in line from 2! They drained out the WHOLE BEACH PLACE thing so the space was like freakishly huge! Even with 20,000 people there, there were heaps of extra space! We were RIGHT IN FRONT but then moved back later in the night cause it got really stuffy and smelly and shannon fainted =p Plus, we had more space and fun jumping and dancing behind anyway ;)
The bands were BEYOND awesome! And they played all the songs we wanted them too and then went crazy when they did :p hehe. It was great lah.. Besides the part where Shannon fainted, haha, yes, she fainted cause I guess it was too stuffy. We were sweating even BEFORE the concert started! grr! But it was all good cause we made the best of it anyway :D I think I was still in the concert fever like for the next 2 days! haha. AND OH, someone broke quarantine to come to the concert and HAPPILY twittered it for the world to see =/ GREAT LAH. Anyways, lazy to eleborate further so i'll just post pictures :)
my lovely ladies ;)
ironing cassie's hair before the concert
so we got a LITTLE bored ;)
see, I wasn't the ONLY gay ones there
I <3>
waiting 
Iban's really DO eat everything eh ;)
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So I skipped school today and gonna skip school tomorrow too. I don't wanna die of h1n1 since there are already few cases in my school but the goddamn school doesn't wanna shut down and clear the place up. How responsible -.-
one who seemed unbeatable, brokeone who seemed so strong, crumbledone who laughed things off, criedand the one who never stopped trying, finally gave up. ______________________________________________________________________
For some weird reason, I just feel like sleeping and waking up 3 days before Christmas. Yeah, just in time to get everyone's presents and then celebrate my favorite time of the year. Cause lately, everything that I've tried to do right has just gone wrong. One way or another, it just never works out the way it's supposed to.
Last week, when we were doing our KH folio's , I was sitting and talking to Giuli. She was helping me with my folio. She literally helped everyone there who needed her help and even skipped classes for her friend. And in the end, she didn't even get anything out of it. In fact, she ended having a bad day and was quite pissed half of the time. No one appreciated her help , they just took advantage of her presence. And she complained to me about it. I so get her. Lately I've been feeling the same too. I have tried to do good stuff for people, but no one ever appreciates what you do for them. Instead, they use the opportunity to take advantage of you. Only use you when they need you and when they don't, your just a wall to them. Not feeling any sort of guilt whatsoever.
I don't know why. But I feel really angry. More annoyed than angry actually. Or actually, maybe just sad. But again I say, I don't actually know why. It's just the feeling. And it sucks. Everything about ANYTHING that happens just feels so annoying. I feel so BUGGED and if I had the chance to hurt someone and make them cry and cry and cry, I would. And I don't even know why. I've just been having this urge to smash someone, phisically would be impossible as I don't think I would dare, but emotionally sounds like an idea. I just feel really bitter and cruel. I snap at people who get in my way. No, I snap at people even if they DONT get in my way. I just snap. I just feel like I need everyone to feel exactly what I'm feeling though i'm not even sure what that feeling is exactly. I don't know, maybe missery just loves company.
Oh and to top it all of with a great ending,
I think it's just great if the world knows that,
my knight in shining armour,
turned out to be a loser in aluminum foil.
Dear cassie, I don't really know how to tell you this, but our socks don't match. I think I realized it lastyear when you peed in your pants in your closet and I saw you sit on the catholic priest. I'm sure you're open enough to understand the middle-east is planning their revenge on you. I'm returning your couch cushions to you, but I'll keep the oil tank fromyour car as a memory. You should also know that I will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard and i'm scratching my butt as you read this. warm tingly sensations, Geraldine ;)____________________________________________________________________
Here's how you do it:
Dear (someone you recently talked to)
I don't really know how to tell you this, (1). I think I realized it (2)(3) and I saw you (4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning your (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).
(12),
(your name)
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1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I dislike your eyelashes
2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear
3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper
4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over
5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other --The elephant in the corner
6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat -shamed
7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks
8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear
9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards
10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweet, sweet ass
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you
11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose
12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - Go drown yourself.
