Raeda, since u wanted me to mention ur name in my next post, I dedicate the title of this post to you :) Haha. Only we will ever understand. (and of course the rest of the world who understands ze' language in which case I would be dead if it gets to you know who's ears which again, I highly doubt cause I doubt she has internet) BUT ANYWAY. yah :D

So whaz been happening yah? LOADS! Well, loads of unimportant, uninteresting and need I mention UNPRODUCTIVE things like yah :) Well, I've got Sejarah homework that's due tomorrow (corrections) and also chemistry notes (yuckyuckyuck) which I already did (i think. or maybe i didn't) but I dont even know why I did it (or not), it's the least important thing on my list and I couldn't care less bout it and and and the one we've ALL BEE WAITING FOR, ADD MATH CORRECTIOONSSSS. Woooohooooooooo (NOT). Yeah, the best one ever. One question, 10x corrections. Pretty crazy huh? But it's worth while I suppose. Or lets hope la yah :) So lets see, since I failed my add math terribly, I have 240(paper one) + 22o(paper two) = 460 amount of corrections to do. Thank god for my super duper powerful ever fingers who've not let me down who has helped me ALMOST finish the corrections that i've been doing since yesterday. I'm still not done though, but i've decided to give my hands some rest cause.. the pencil bump on my finger very not attractive. In fact, very ugly. So i got scared to write.

AND OH OH, I cannot wait at all for Usher's concert next wednesday! OMG OMG OMG! He very sexy. I like. Even If I still havent gotten the tickets yet but IM GOING I DONT CARE! I tried asking my godfather to get me tickets but he hasnt gotten back to me yet. If he can't get the tickets, then I guess I'm stuck with the RM98 tickets which are like the cheapest cause I'm totally broke right now therefore I have to sacrifice a bit by sitting WAAAYYYY up and far away from the sexy man where he will look like a germ from where i'll be standing :( but oh well, I STILL WANNA GO. And speaking bout concerts, I'm also going for WORLD STAGE! yeah! I went last year with Lyds, Giuli, Cassie, Nat and Shannon and it was GOOOOOOODDD.. So fun fun! I wanna go again and I MUST. And by MUST, i really mean must because manda (sister) is going and if she goes and I dont go, i'll be very jealous. VERY! And jealousy isn't healthy. Therefore, to keep on the healthy side of life, I have to go.

So anyways, I was thinking about things to cook and I realized that mum makes one of the nicest pies i've eaten but why havent I tried making? NEXT ON LIST. Sheppards freaking pie! yay!

yeah so gotta get back to my corrections. 50 more to go! CIAO NIGGA's!

Somewhere in between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights and all of our jokes, I fell in love with you.


HAHA JOKE

i don't care what you say. Just cause your my daddy doesnt mean you get it your way
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I think that I do my fair share around the house ever since my parents decided to take away my one and only companion. MY MAID. I mean, growing up having a maid around to wash my plates after I eat and to clean up after my mess was just great. Though I often took advantage of her being there but then again, she's getting paid for a reason. But then, only now I realize how crap everything is when you gotta do it by yourself. I mean, yeah, i guess I'm sorta used to it by now since it's been months but at times, I miss having a maid around. Now, I do most of the mopping and sweeping (even though sometimes I cheat by just mopping and sweeping the places my mum steps :p) and drying and taking in the clothes and folding it and blablablabla..

Like just about 20 minutes ago for an example. My mum told me to take the towels up for her to dry but since it wasn't done yet, she told me she wanted to head to bed and asked me to dry it instead. So fine, I did. And when i reached up stairs, I noticed that the outside light wasn't working. So I proceeded to asking my father to dry the towels cause I was scared to be outside alone in the dark with my creepy looking dog starring at me. BUT NO, he was all like *you dry la.. the dogs there , i'm here* But i refused.

I'm supposed to be sleeping now. But I refuse to do that too. In fact, I feel like baking.

when i learn how to drive, your the first person i'm running over.
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I hate chemistry and I have it tomorrow. I hate it. I HATE THE WHOLE IDEA OF IT. I hate that I don't understand it. I hate that I have no interest in it at all which makes me totally not bothered to even take the time to try and understand it. I hate that my teacher hates us and comes into class ALREADY angry. I just hate it. I hate that we ALWAYS get indirectly banged by her and I hate SARCASM. Sigh :(

Crappiest night ever :(

Yes, I am ignoring you. So cry my a river, build a bridge, and get the f*cuk over it.
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Yesterday was a pretty good day. Start off with tuition replacement in the morning which wasn't so ba and lead on to tivoli with the family for food tasting :D Well, im not the one tasting the food lah. Other people are as my mum might just be opening her new cafe :) Yay! More food! Anyways, my cousin and I were supposed to go to this urbanscapes event but ended up choosing to watch toy story 3 over it. haha. Such 3 year olds. So yeah, I went back to his house and waited till he got ready JUST SO THAT HE COULD TELL ME THAT he had to go to cheras for some function -.- PFT! So instead, he dropped me at midvalley to buy the tickets and told me to wait there till he comes. So yeah, took the opportunity to hang out with Cassie. Met up with her, walked around. Ate, bought a dress and just went around more till 11 o'clock. By that time, i was already exhausted so guess how i spent my time in the cinema? SLEEEEPING Zzzz. :)

Today, I was supposed to start my sunday school again since the hols are over and yeah, I woke up, took a shower got ready but during breakfast with mum and manda, I just got really lazy and insisted I didn't wanna go. More because they were just gonna show us some clips from star wars which I find so pointless but yeah. I didn't go. Now, it's almost 4 and what I should really be doing is cleaning my room but never mind. That can wait ;)

Anyways, I'm dreading to go to school tomorrow. Too lazy to function. Thank god i'm done with my history corrections. Wouldn't wanna go through a whole period of lecturing again and again. I've already got enough from chemistry. ERRLACCKK.. Hate chemistry hate chemistry hate chemistry!

If I had balls, I'd tell you get away from me.
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Finally it's Friday. What a relief! Over all, I failed two subjects , and got an a in four subjects. But don't count the a's. It's for all the MOST UNIMPORTANT subjects ever -.- What a waste. I'm only proud for my accounts. Maybe cause I bothered to study for that one. Well, credits to Miss Leong, the best tuition teacher I could ever ask for ;)

OH and I'm proud to say that my dad is an even bigger spoilt brat than I am. I swear, my aunties (his sisters) just spoil him to the max! Yesterday, my godmother (his sister) took my sister and I out for lunch in bangsar and on our way back to the car, we stopped by the tv shop in Bangsar Village. She was looking around and decided to buy my dad a new tv so he can enjoy the world cup in HD. OMG. What the hell?! World cup's gonna end soon anyway! But she was all like *better buy him his tv now so he can enjoy his football. If not he has to wait for another 4 years.*
*who gives the most, get the most in return*. But in any event, I'm thankfull because OBVIOUSLY im staying in the same house as my dad and he's never at home anyway which means HAHA tv's mine :D

Today's gonna be a long night as well. It's my godmothers birthday and were having dinner at my place. But as usual, their *DINNER* ALWAYS carry's on till psycho hours of the morning spent with my parents and the other relatives drinking -.- Sigh. Which would also mean that I would have to stay home tomorrow and clean the mess their gonna make :( But oh well, it is after all for my godmother. One who has given and done so much for me. I hope she gets another job overseas. Every year we get to travel all around to visit her and it's fun! But with her in KL finally after so long, it's pretty nice as well. I CANT DECIDE where i want her to be! omg.

Yesterday was the first time I baked an actual cake by myself for her birthday and I hope it turns out fine. I brought the extra's to school and they said it tasted good but then again, my friends eat everything and anything and say it taste good even when it doesnt. So maybe I shouldn't consider THEIR opinions :p

Anyway, off I go now. Gotta get going to the gym with claudia! My thighs are starting to ge massive and if I don't do anything about it. I'm pretty sure I'll explode. And no, i do not wanna explode , so bye :)

Who doesn't love little baby's? :)

It's 12.10 a.m and I'm wide awake.. and surprised that i'm wide awake. I swear I was exhausted just now. I have school in the morning and I'm gonna really regret not being asleep right now.

ANYWAYS.. who cares bout anything! I'm happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyjoyjoyjoyjoy<3

Ok, now i shut up and sleep :)

Yeah, I always say in my other previous post that I would get my blogging mojo back on but I never do and I THINK that I might actually start again :)

To keep it simple and short (i'm lying. This is probably gonna be a long one), this week is the first week of school and today would be the uhm, third day after two weeks of mid term holidays which was not long or satisfying enough for me even though I didn't really do anything to shout about. I guess I just enjoyed sleeping in in the mornings and spending the day at home having quality time with myself doing the most unproductive things possible. But back to reality, now that school has re-opened, I have nothing to look forward to besides my alarm irritating the living hell out of my ears in the morning for school and after 6 hours of that, probably head to tuition and back home. I don't even have the energy to cook dinner anymore. I feel like I havent been to school in months even though it's just been two weeks. Anyway, yesterday , our school had an accounts trip for us accounting students and I swear, the whole trip and the activities that they had planned out for us were so not account related at all! But all in all, it was a pretty good trip because I didn't have to sit for an hour an 40 minutes of chemistry which I dread every class I attend and yeah! Don't get me wrong, I guess I just have no interest what so ever with this whole chemistry subject. It's gross.

Today , I went to school all fresh (not, i was dead sleepy) and stuff and it started off with us getting back our add math marks for paper 2. GOOD LORD, my marks blew me outta my mind. I got so low, I didn't even know if it was possible to get THAT low. What's the point in me trying to finish all my questions when I got zero for everything -.- But no worries, moral and english results did cheer me up a bit :) Actually, I couldn't care less bout my marks. Maybe I cared a bit for like the first 15 minutes but hey, whats done is done.

It's 8.16PM to the exact right now, and I'm already tired. I just got back home from tuition, maybe that's why I have this head spinning eye twisting feeling. It's been like this since monday. My room's in a total mess and I have a stack of clothes to be folded and books are scattered everywhere. I couldn't be bothered. I just wanna sleep.

goodnight.


OH, and to Raeda and Alina : SEE! I TOLD YOU I'D BLOG :) <3

Should've known what was coming.
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I'm grateful for having the family who lives to love and care and the ever supporting friends who are there no matter what time it is.

I've just finished my mid term exams actually. It was pretty crap. Like no joke. ThankGod , now it's over and tomorrow will be the last day of school as were gonna head into our two weeks holiday which then would not really feel like a holiday because I've got accounts tuition almost everyday. How joyous. I could've really put those holidays to good use though. I needed it to maybe catch up on some sleep that i've been missing. For some reason, everytime I sleep, I just HAVE to wake up two or three times in the middle of the night. Spoils my day big time! I'm taking loads of tuitions here and there. It's costing my father a bomb! Poor him, I promise i'll try to muck up.

These past few days have been rather frustrating. I try to make a positive mark on everything but something bad just has it's way of squeezing itself and bombing my optimistic energy. It's killing me! Despite the apparently ever lasting down poor life has decided to throw upon me, I will walk with pride and a full smile on my face not letting anyone know that I'm having a bad day. I will eat my way through it if i have to. I'm strong.

Goodnight.