AND THE ABOVE IS SOH SOH SOH TRUE.

I'm going to type LAIK DIS with all the wrong spellings to annoy people who don't LAIK IT. So here's my story from A to Z , you want to get with me, you gotta listen carefully (cheh spicegirls :p)

OKAY OKAY, I feel like crying right now cause I have chosen the most stupidest thing in my life. I have chosen to squeeze all my accounts classes and put it all in November so I can have December free and finish up my form4 silibus that isn't covered yet along with my pre-form5 so that i'm perfectly ready for next year. I know , it's gonna kill me to the extreme max but I guess these are the sacrifices I've gotta start making if I wanna get that A for SPM next year. I want it. I NEED IT. I will do whatever it takes to get it. Even if means going to accounts class EVERY GODDAMN DAY IN NOVEMBER :( Boohoo. HELL YEAH THATS DETERMINATION BETTCHESSS. I keep telling myself that all the fun i'm gonna be missing out on will be worth it eventually. EVENTUALLY. Crap part is that it's RM150 every four classes and I think my schedule just rubbed it in my face that I have 20 classes all in all in November. My fee's could feed the freaking kids in haiti man (over la abit :p). BUT YEAH. Thats 150 x 5 = 750. JUST in the month of November.. I wonder how i'm gonna break it down to the person in charge on my fee's. He's going to have a massive heart attack. I'm sorry :( I promise to bring back an A.

SO ANYWAYS, I'm fat. Nanai told me to diet. thafakman-.- I'll eat WHATEVER I WANT, WHENEVER I WANT with WHOEVER I WANT as long as it makes me happy. But it doesnt :( Whatever. fatty fatty bom bom. I'm going for dinner in about 15 minutes. Fatty fatty wobble wobble.

My aunty just walked pass me. I got a shock of my life. I think she poured the whole bottle of powder on her face. I wonder if she notices. She's just walking around like it's normal. Golly geez. Humans never fail to amaze me. I hope she doesn't leave the house with us like that =/ It wouldn't be pleasant. No no.

NOT LIKAH SUPAHMOOODAAAALLL ;)

If it's one thing I hate to do. It's to WAIT. It's gay and I don't like it!

So whats up ? It's 2.44 in the morning and guess what I'm doing? Well, you might get an idea from the statement above. HEH :)

Okay so the point is i'm bored like mafak and this is where I choose to drown my misery when days like these come along. EH no, NIGHTS like these :) Too lazy to press the backspace button and I'm not exactly sure why I said that BUHH YEHH. I'm counting down the days till my finals are over. For me, it basically already IS over lah. Cause whats left of it is all the crap and unimportant papers that I should just throw out the window or replant them to grow more tree's to save the world or go scold the education ministry for having such shit and useless subjects. YEAH. But nevertheless, I still have to sit for these good for nothing papers. BUT THAT'S ALRIGHT :)

I feel like eating jelly right now. You know. One of those sudden cravings for a random something that you normally don't even like? Actually, I'm not quite fond of jelly. Just tonight it might satisfy me. Just tonight.

I'm currently sitting on my favourite chair in this house. Favourite chair in my favourite room (my room). This chair makes me sooo happpyyyy. (15 minutes later) OKAY I TRIED my very best looking for a picture on google of it. But google failed me. SO I KENOT SHOW U my awesome chair. But it's comfortable and oooooo. I LAIK. :) I don't wanna move. I wanna sleep in this position. Maybe after I'm done using the laptop I'll wake manda up to get the laptop off me so i don't have to change position. Maybe. Though she might punch my face for being unnecessary.

I'm gonna find food now. Goodnight world <3 ALRIGHT.

HAH - If only that was possible :)

So yesterday was a pretty random day. And since I want to make myself seem *anonymous from the strangers that don't have me on facebook, I will rename all the people in my life as girl x and guy x. Unless of course the person isn't close to me then WHTFK I'll use their ori names :D

ANYWAY, back to yesterday, bestfriend x , bestfriend x and I planned on meeting up in bangsar. Quite last minute but still it happened. Later on, we met up with <3 and <3's bestfriend for lunch. YADA YADA YADA forgot to pay for my food but nicely paid for everyone else's. LIKAH SUPAHMOTALL :)

THENNNNNN, headed to the usuals for air cond and just sat there doing absolutely nothing for the longest time. Also, saw SHITFACE 1 and SHITFACE 2 there. Ew, gross. Hate him. Then persuaded <3 not to go work for like the longest time but it didn't work. Lol. But then I managed to kill time by doing SUPERMOTALS activity like riding and running around bestfriend x's neighbourhood :) Also, got wet in the rain with bestfriend x and <3's neighbour :) Later on, headed back to my place. Went down the road to have dinner in this place where we were attacked by flies. Killed most of them. Bestfriend x even murdered some by throwing it iinto the FLAMES OF GLOORRRYYY (candle light). So yeah :)

Bestfriend x thought me how to use youtube downloader :) Life is easier now. This is confusing. So in the next post I promise to write everyones names as per-usual. Cause, I just confused myself :D

Would love to be doing this right now!

So my braces is green now. But who cares. Anyway, tomorrow i've got math exam but i'm too bummed out to give a shit. I've practically screwed up most of my papers already. Whats one more right? I don't know lah. Too much has been on my mind. OH WELL. Lets make the best out of it and eat SUSHI TONIGHT :D

OMAGA YOU KNOW WHAT. I was looking through my older post lah. And I noticed in one post there was this question thing that asked me *who I hate or has made my life a nightmare* OR SOMEWHERE along that line lah. And I answered no one. BUT NOW, omg, I totally wanna RE-answer that question. I would say that the person has 4 letters in it's original name. And he's tall and big and sorta fair and his hair grows weirdly and he has a stupid face with a stupid voice and stupid attitude that goes great with his stupid everything and is gonna get kicked out of school soon because he is so stupid. I don like that stupid person :( In fact, i DISLIKE HIM WITH PASSION.

I am such an angry soul !

Don't we ALL just love chocolate milk. I'm having some as I type. Jealous ? ;) Haha.

OHKAYH. Anyway, I should REALLLLYYY be getting ready right now for my appointment but I'm too lazy. BUT YEAH, I'm just so thankful I didn't have to go to school today. I honestly needed the sleep. I havent been getting much rest lately. It's contributing A HELL LOT to my zombie eyes. If I slept as much as I eat, I'd be WELL RESTED with NAIS EYES :) BUT NO , thats definately not the case. Thats the complete opposite.

Exams just started on tuesday and it has been hell. I even screwed up my english paper. This might be the first B I'll be getting for english in my whole entire life in school. Which would suck. Handed in a full untouched paper of history. But not to worry, so did the rest of the class ;) ALSO, add math was head throbbing and mind wobbling. I just wanted to throw my paper away when I looked at it. I just can't wait till it's over.

OKAY THIS IS TO BE CONTINUED CAUSE MY DOCTOR WILL SCOLD ME IF IM LATE AGAIN. scary shiz chinese man. CHOW<3

People people people, JUST RELAX! Life gives you all the time in the world to do many things. Don't have to rush into things.

I'm not sure why people are so eagered to try all these stuff that their not allowed to do. It's not like their NEVER gonna be able to do it for em' to not be able to wait. They WILL eventually be able to do it. But they rush into it before time. Which is lame, in my point of view. I often see people sneaking around doing things their not supposed to, then boasting about it to the world making sure that every tom dick and harry hears that they've done all these *sneaky things and trying make them sound cool about it. Goodness. Get a grip!

I can't stand it when people are going on and on about how they wanna get wasted with their friends when they go out lah this la that lah. When they sneak out just to go clubbing. Geez. Listen to yourself. What do you expect to sound like? What are you? 15?16?17? Can't you just chill and do what a normal teen in supposed to do? Is it THAT hard? Will you die if people find out that you don't drink or club at the age of 16/17 ? Chill lah. Another one year and you wont have to sneak around to do it. You'd be legal. In any event, don't you have a future to plan and work for anyway? The peak years of a teenagers life are always wasted due to all these kinda stuff. If joy and laughter could ensure you an amazing and easy future then heck, go right ahead and continue what your doing. But as we all know, it doesn't. As much as you can wish and hope for, no one will ever be able to live of love and fresh air. Life just doesn't work that way. I see all these people doing things like this almost everyday. But I like to remind myself that I'm probably already holding on to a brighter future than they ever will. I wish these people all the best.

Also, whats all this gangster gangster, my gang your gang. HAHAHHAHAH. I beat you up you beat me up. Call your macha's I call mine. Goodness me. Please la. For the love of God, just stop and save yourself the embarrassment. It's hillarious.

xoxo, kill yourself.

I DO NOT NEED YOU TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO. you have no rights anyway.
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So many birthdays in October eyh? Very expensive month >=[ Kinda weird. My birthday is in September and that's where I collect all ze' money$$ then I save it save it (haha not) then October comes where I will need to use literally ALLLLLLLLL the money that I had collected to buy OTHERS presents and whatnot's. And then, I will go broke for a month or so till November ends, then I'll be looking forward to Christmas to collect back :D I love Christmas.

I'm going through my finals right now. Very unhappy. Well, English is over (big whoop). Which leaves me with hmmmm, about 19 more papers to go? Mafa right :( Oh well. Can't wait till it's over then I can start work. I'm so broke right now. I've never been THIS broke before. Actually I have. But still. I need money cause Christmas is just COUNTABLE DAYS AWAY ! OH WEELSSIESS, On a lighter note, I got to distress at my dearest dalings birthday. ROSHINNNIII :) About 13 of us went to Redbox in the gardens for some psycho sessions together gether earlier in the day and yeah it was fun :D We over did it though with all the FEELING-ness towards OVER singing the songs :P No one sat. Everyone was standing up on the chair for EXTRA DRAMATIC EFFECTS. Haha. Anyways, after that, we headed to BSC to have dinner at chillis :) yumyumyum FOOD <3 And eventually headed home at about 12. And right now i'm supposed to be at Jasmeets birthday party but didn't go. My gosh. Going for parties like PMR ended. But in actual fact, only ENGLISH paper ended -.- Lol.

Besides ALLLLL THAAATTT , I've been listening to MICHAEL LEARNS TO ROCK lately. Omg. I'm such an old soul. I should get back with time. I will.

KTHXBYE:)

What your saying could be true, but how can I take advice from YOU.
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Sex Before Marriage is a NO NO :) LIKE FUH REAL. Call me old fashioned and not *sportingggg* or whatever but there's so many reasons of why I don't believe in sex before marriage. Yeah, I know that more than 50% of literally everyone is having sex before marriage and it's totally not a big deal to be a virgin anymore but I guess I'm not *everyone* in that sense. I like my virginity safe and sound like it should be ;) haha. Still, I think the picture up there is pretty cool eh :P

ANYWAYYYSSSSS... I like green so this post is gonna be green.

To my faithfull stalkers and friends <3>I have tuition in about 34 minutes to be exact and I'm probably gonna need to pee in aproximately 17 minutes =p Crap. I hate peeing. So much effort! I can't wait for nite nite time :) Im not sure why BUT YAH :) KAY BYE!

It's been a couple of great days lately in the new house and great people and not to mention superb food (i duno why but i just MUST mention food :P) But despite all that, I'm still pretty sad. I mean, not sad sad lah. I don't exactly have anything to be sad about but I just am? You know, one of those feelings where even the smallest things piss you off. Or when your stuck in the middle of two people who are both wrong but you can't choose. Or when you feel like hiring a couselor to listen to your shiz but the only one you have is the school couselor who would probably leak out all the juicy stuff anyways.

I don't like sharing things with people. I mean, i'm a very open person about loads of things but there are many things going on in my head which I tend to keep to only myself. Healthy or unhealthy, i'm not sure.Yes, I do tell people a lot of what happens in my life and how I feel about it. But hardly of what is going in my head and how I feel about THAT. It doesn't matter. I will never open up. Never.

M'hmm yeah kay, Neways, I miss my parents. Their still in the Bangsar house while Manda and I already moved into the Damansara house. I hope they'll be coming here soon. It doesn't feel like a home without them. Just feels like a house with people. I wonder how my mum is doing. She's always so stressed. I'm probably like the worlds most useless child for not helping ENOUGH but I do try. Like i've probably mentioned before, the things I do are never noticed but the things I don't do is what gets everyones attention. Nevermind, just take it in.

Whats all this lah -.- So bloody dramatic. Enough lah, must be the period kicking in.

Have a better day than I will <3

I swear, everyday I've been telling myself that TODAY I'LL SLEEP EARLY. But I never do. I always seem to get distracted one way or another. ANYWAYS, I'm starting (already started lah actually) to look like a zombie so I guess I've gotta start forcing myself to sleep early.

Besides my zombie delima , I guess I can finally say that OMG IM FREE :) I mean finally I've had close to about 2 weeks of non-bugging-ness from unwanted shits. And after two months of going through hell, everything has finally settled down. I guess to make something go away, you just gotta ignore. Even if every nerve in your body is telling you to just go out there and bitch slap the problem maker. PATIENCE is all it took. And look where it got me now, I can easily say that i'm IMUNED TO BULLSHIT. It doesn't effect me anymore. It passes like air ; you know it's there, but you don't really feel it or rather you can't be bothered :) It's amazing.

Oh and yeah, finals are in about aproximately a week. I really can't be bothered with it. I didn't even wanna be in this stupid science class anyway. If given a choice, i'd be in plain accounts. But sadly, my opinion doesn't count. When does it ever anyway? -.- If I do badly, i refuse to admit that it's my fault. I'm doing something I'm completely not interested in. But still, now till then, it's hitting the books for me -.- Boohoo :(

All I can say is that, I can't wait till the holidays :) Will be starting work at GSC (lol yeah i know) about 5 days after my exams are over with Cassie, Nadia and hopefully Asilla ! I can already tell it'll be fun ;) Totally new thing for me. But I'm excited to try it out. With all that work, november will pass fast and then December will be here which means AUSSIE COUSINS ARE COMING DOWN :) Can't wait. I mean yeah, I went there early this year but if possible, i'd like to be able to *reunite with em' EVERY CHANCE POSSIBLE :D Also, that means that the house will be super duper full again for Christmas. I mean, right now there's already 4 of us cousins here. Then added 5 more of em that'll be down. How fun :) 9 of us. I'm already excited! I want christmas now!

Kay, So I tend to blog once then leave my blog un-updated for a while before I post again which is what i'm doing right now ;) But I guess, I just totally lost my blogging mojo. But tonight, it suddenly came back. I guess this comes when I'm in the mood for ranting and there's no one to listen. Or rather no one who WANTS to listen :P

So lets see, I've moved :) So far so good. It's not that bad staying in this house since my cousins are all here as well. The more the merrier la right :) I'm not sure why everytime I tell people that I've moved to damansara , they go like *woah so far*. It's so not -.- It's like literally 2 seconds away from bangsar and like half a second away from my old house. SO YAH, don't be fooled ;)

And then there's school. But what about school? It's totally pointless from my point of view. I go to school, listen to things I don't understand , get scolding for not understanding and get fedup and sleep and then get scolding for that too. I rather just stay home and study by myself. I've been doing loads of physics lately and trying to do my add math but hahahahaha epic fail :)

Also, I was browsing through my younger-ish pictures of my family and I are I was such a black kid. I mean, when I was WAYYYY younger I was so fair like my mum and then I discovered desa waterpark and got black and then I controlled myself and became not so black to where I am today (which is still black la but trying to cover a bit ahha). BUT YEAH.

see, black geldin.

This thing was last updated on the 17th of August 2010 :) Sorry for that. Guess i got lazy.

Neways, lets see what has happened since then..
-birthday:)
-two weeks holiday
-lyds birthday :)
-a hell lot of tuitions
-accounts project
-moral project
-school
-new teacher
-old teacher
-good friends
-CRAP *friends
-rumours
-food
-drinks
-cousins
...... and you've been briefly updated ;) See, i'm so pro at updating NYEHE.

Okay anyways, I'm moving. Or rather, i've moved. OR RATHER, all my stuff has moved but i'm still here till next week :) BUT STILL, were all finally (after damn long) moving to Damansara heights. At first I was a lil bummed out about the whole moving thing cause I'm so used to this house and blablabbla.. But then to think about it, I think that it's gonna be better that we move. Plus, my cousins will be staying with us so the house will be more LIVELY :D hopefully. If not, we'd just be fighting for the tv remote like last time =/

But yeah, anyway, schools been very school-like. Actually it's been very 90210 -.- But worse. It's malaysian-fied. Which is disgusting. But somehow, it's been going on for just way too long that i'm pretty much immuned to it. SO HAH :)

I've been sleeping on the floor on a matress without a bed. I feel so.. wtf. But it's just so comfortable. I love it. I dont know why people buy beds when the floor is amazing. <3 haha.

Okay i'm going for lunch with CAS ROSH NAD :) Since we all never go school today laik lazy mfks!